It’s done. Finally done. Nakaluwag naman sa dibdib. Finally nakaluwag. Hayyy. Ano man mangyari, ang alam ko, kung tayo, tayo; magunaw man ang mundo. Bahala na si Lord. There’s time for everything. I just know that time isn’t now. Okay. Goodnite everyone!
(c)ladr
Now I wrote this one even if I shouldn’t. Okay, it goes like this…Merong isang tao na may special friend na parang di sure kung gano na sila katagal magkakilala. Haha. Siguro nearing 3 years? Not sure! Hindi nga ata matagal yun. Haha. Dati hesitant yung isa na mag-open or let’s put it like this. Ayaw maging close o kaya ayaw nung isa maging friends sila, pero eventually naman, ayun, naging friends. Well siguro kasi mabait naman yung isa, tapos infairness kahit dedma talaga talaga yung isa sa chat/in person napagtyagaan niya kulitin. Ayun, na-gain naman ang trust tapos naging close. Halos gabi-gabing kachat; parang naging bestfriend; prayer partner. Tyaga niya. Akalain mo, natagalan niya yun. Haha! Okaaaay. Hmm. Dumating din sa point na may petty arguments, little tampuhan, away-bata. And eto na, ang pinakaiintay ng lahat. Oo, dumating din sa point na may nahulog. Sa banging malalim. Hindi alam nung isa (akala niya hindi alam, pero alam talaga. Obvious eh!). Pero matagal bago umamin.. As in ang lupet kasi natagalan na itago talagaaaa! Akalain mo, naitago! So here goes closeness, friendship, arguments, chats, messages, night outs, coffee breaks, movie dates, “sabay tayo” talks, away ulit, bati ulit. Then the “tell-me-how-you-feel” part came.. Sa text nga lang, napilitan nang umamin kasi kailangan alamin ng isa kung ano na ba talaga sitwasyon ng isa para naman alam kung saan lulugar or let’s say para alam din naman nung isa kung may aasahan. Okay, dumating na nga yung umamin na, pero para dun sa isa, “Ah, okay. Confirmed nga.” So parang dedma lang lang kasi alam nung isa na wala naman din talaga siya feelings, tapos friends lang talaga. Oh di yun na, after a month siguro or two, di na natiis nung isa. Nagsabi na talaga siya. “Pwede ka ba ligawan?” Eh eto pademure effect pa ang lola, ang haba ng hair tapos feeling niya kasi hindi pa time tapos gusto niya kasi pag nag-in a relationship ulit siya, last na. Eh super aga pa to tell diba? So yun na nga. Edi sinabi niya sa isa na friends lang talaga. So nagkaron na ng mga gaps, walls, hallways, doors, windows, hahaha! Haynako, in short, pati friendship nagkalabuan dahil sa isang “No.” Oh di yun na nga, pero naging okay rin naman somehow ulit. Pero di na talaga maibabalik ang closeness. Tapos, parang mula nung time na nagkaturn down-an, lagi na lang may away. Maliit man o malaki, away talaga. Alam man o hindi, may away. Hayyyyy. Okay so dumating na yung time na may moving on. Move on, dude! Haha. Edi yun na, nagkasakitan na eh. Sa isip nung isa, “baka hindi na talaga pwede. Understanding naman ako. Ayoko ipilit sarili ko sa ayaw sakin.” Sa isa naman, “Eh friends lang talaga.” Sige ha. Friends ka dyan. Dumating na rin yung time na bakit ganon, feeling nung isa okay na yung isa. Na naka-move on na siya. Parang meron na rin atang ibang tao na mukhang nagpapasaya dun sa isa. Hmm. Osige, edi napapaisip yung isa ngayon. “Bakit ganon? Dati ako yun ah. Dati ako yung tinetext niya. Dati ako yung kinukulit niya. Dati ako nagpapasaya sa kanya. Parang meron na atang iba.” Feel nung isa. Feel na feel niyang meron na. Hayy. Tapos yun nga. Eh dahil sa pag-“No” niya, ayan tuloy akala niya namiss niya yung isang chance to be loved. Baka naman hindi ganon. Kaso lang, merong feeling na “Ayoko aminin, baka nahulog din ako sa kanya in one way or another. Di ko lang alam.” Ooooops! Baka nga. Feeling heartbroken yung isa tuloy, kahit di naman dapat. Siya na nga nagturn down, siya pa broken. Okay, given na ayaw naman talaga niya makasakit ng tao kaya inunahan niya na, na friends lang talaga sila. Pero ano, eto.. Baka nga mahal niya rin yung isang tao kaso nga dahil ang arte niya, at feeling niya hindi sila para sa isa’t isa, hinayaan niya. Gusto niyang gawing magical yung dating pag nainlove na siya, malay ba natin na not knowing the one is just right there in front, ayaw lang niya aminin na gusto niya rin yung isa. Puro malay. Walang sigurado. Isa lang ang sure, nasasaktan siya pag naiisip niyang “Dati ako yun.”
(c)ladr
“Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends.” -John 15:13
“For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.” -John 3:16
Thank You Jesus for laying down Your life to save a sinner like me. You tore the veil when You said that, “It is done.” Thank You, Jesus! Thank You so much!!!
Everyday, I can see how amazing God is in my life, my family, and friends. I cannot deny the fact that He is the reason why I’m still standing here. His grace is so sufficient, I tend to overflow. His love keeps me alive and His wisdom, I cannot describe. He’s so much better than just being good cos He’s the best! I love You, Lord, more and more each and every day. I just can’t imagine how life could be without You. Thank You Jesus! You are the reason and this is all about You. ♥
1. A man won’t let go if he really loves you.
“…The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart” (1 Samuel 16:7, NIV)
When the Lord looks at your heart, what does He see? Everyone has an outer life and an inner life. The outer life is our public life that everyone can see. The inner life is made up of your thoughts, your attitudes and your motives. Only you and God know what’s going on inside. Too many people go around today pretending, acting one way, yet on the inside they’re thinking something totally different. Their heart and their actions don’t line up. But we have to understand that God looks at the inside. We can fool a lot of people, but we can’t fool God. God would rather us be open and honest than to go through life pretending or trying to be something that we aren’t.
Today, take inventory of what’s going on inside of you. Are you at peace? Are you overlooking offenses? Do you believe the best in people? Do your heart and actions line up? If not, submit your ways to the Lord and ask Him to give you an undivided heart so that you can be pleasing to Him all the days of your life!
“I will listen to what God the Lord will say; he promises peace to his people…” (Psalm 85:8, NIV)
No matter what is going on in your life right now, the Lord promises that you can have peace. It doesn’t matter what’s happening in the economy, in your relationships or at the office; nothing in this world can take His peace from you. But notice the first part of this verse - we have to do our part. We have to listen to what He tells us to do.
You may be thinking to yourself, “God doesn’t speak to me.” But once you receive Jesus as your Lord and Savior, you become His. The Bible says that you are His sheep, and you can hear His voice, and the voice of a stranger you will not follow.
The Lord speaks in many ways. First of all, He speaks through the Word of God. But sometimes He speaks through the encouragement of a friend, or through a song, or in the beauty of nature. Sometimes it’s a simple “knowing” deep down on the inside of you in your spirit. If you aren’t sure how God speaks to you, ask Him to teach you. Open your heart and be willing to hear His voice. As you take time to be still and listen to Him, He will speak. He will reveal Himself to you and give you peace all the days of your life.
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What’s So Great About Jesus - Francis Chan
My God, my Savior, has ransomed me.
And like a flood, His mercy reigns.
Unending love, amazing grace.
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But GOD says, ‘THIS is love.’
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. (1 Corinthians 13:6-8)
Just because lips have met doesn’t mean hearts have joined. (I Kissed Dating Goodbye)
Ang sarap nga naman sa pakiramdam kapag nakakasama natin yung taong mahalaga sa atin. Alam mo yung pakiramdam ng nahahawakan mo siya, nayayakap, nahahalikan, at nakukulit at kinukurot kapag nang gigigil. Lalo na kapag first time niyo palang magkita bilang kayong mag irog. Yung may matatawag ka na “KAYO”, at kapag nag uusap kayo eh may salitang “TAYO”.
Napakasarap nga naman kapag giliw na giliw kayong dalawa sa isat-isa. Lalo na ang unang anim na buwan ng relasyon niyong dalawa. Pag nakalagpas kayo diyan, sa mga susunod na buwan mag lilitawan ang maliliit na problema, sa mga susunod pang buwan eh masusubukan na ang inyong pagsasama. Ito yung mga buwan na itatanong mo sa sarili mo kung ganun pa rin ba ang nararamdaman mo sa kanya. Ang kailangan lang naman lagi komunikasyon eh at yung pagiging open niyo sa isat-isa. Mahalaga napag-uusapan kung medyo nagkakalabuan na ba kayo. Normal lang naman yun kung tutuusin. Kasi mahalaga na ang isat-isa sa inyo.
Nakakatuwa nga talaga siguro yung taong handa kang ipaglaban, yung taong mag eeffort sayo mahalin ka at intindihan ka sa abot ng kanyang makakaya. Sana may tao talagang ganun ka generous magbigay ng pasensya. Sana meron na talaga. Sana…
KLM♥
May your love for Jesus come across as a foolish dance...
